No matter how old I think I'm getting, the same old songs dig up the same old feelings.

Maybe it's because I'm so damn stubborn, but I have a hard time letting go. Like letting go means that I didn't try.

Maybe it's competitive. Like letting go means that I lost.

Maybe it's my indecisiveness brought on by my fear of making the wrong choice. Like letting go means I can't ever go back.

Maybe it's time I resolved these feelings.

Find your friends.

Lose your family.

Find a life.

Make new friends.

Lose your old friends.

Find your family.

Lose your brother.

Lose yourself.

where to begin?